I am new to this..

So this is blogging? I feel like this can be my diary that everyone has access to. It won't be hidden under my mattress or stuffed in a drawer. I am inviting you all to see the world as I see it.

I am in the home stretch of my graduate year. I have two weeks left until I graduate, fingers crossed. And then, I am supposed to find a job, find a place, be responsible for bills, and basically, grow up. I don't know if I am ready for all of this. Ideally, I will work a job that has nothing to do with my major (ie babysitting or waiting tables), earn some money, get certified as a spinning instructor, live with my sister and her family as they welcome the new addition, walk for graduation in may, enjoy my summer, go to at least 4 weddings, apply for a real OT job, and make a plan to grow up. I think that sounds realistic. You see, I am a procrastinator and I am putting off this whole be an "adult" thing. I do want to have a life of my own, something that I create and earn. But truthfully, I am a little scared.

I think I am trying to avoid it because I know I will have to make some very important decisions soon and I don't have the answers. Oh to growing up!